It's been a long while since I've written something and even longer since I've written something positive. I'm tired of logging onto LJ and seeing my last message be something I'd much rather just forget. I would just delete it, but I also want to remember it. It helps keep me on my meds sometimes.
So, here's something positive to say. I'm on anti-depressants now and I can't tell if it's because of them or because I have plans or just because life's gotten easier but either way, I'm happy. Really happy.
Today's the first day of the new semester and I'm considering it a way of starting over. It's my first semester as an all Art student. It's my first semester being really happy. And it's my first semester looking for a job while still employed. So... A lot of firsts. Seems like a good time to start starting over.
I woke up 4 and a half hours before my first class day. I woke up, ate a healthy breakfast, did 30 minutes of yoga (and wow, has my balance gone down, lol!), got ready for school (agonized for about 10 minutes over the fact that today's color is Yellow and I have nothing yellow to wear...), and now I'm just killing time enjoying myself until 10:45. 13 more minutes before I have to go.
And today is very pleasent.
And... well... there's my positive update of the first new-leah-year. Hopefully I can keep up with this thing better... Maybe I should convert to twitterism, lol!